Okay, I am telling on myself….I have missed the requirements for this week – been struggling so much. I don’t have much to share, as I’m so far behind and honestly, I feel so lost.
I haven’t created my recording or my poster as of yet. I’ve encountered lack of support and my guide is not in contact what-so-ever…. I am on my own besides the wonderful group of people that have been encouraging me through the blogs and Twitter. All I want is guidance, contact and encouragement from the person that’s “supposed” to be providing it- and cannot get it. Knowing what I know now that I am the creator and have created the support to be non-existent… I ask myself, WHY? What will I gain by this? Aha moment… I don’t like to be judged, controlled or told what to do…. Am I creating this scenario so that I can be a victim? Or that I can finger point and say OMG it’s not my fault, look, I didn’t have anyone to truly guide me. LOL It’s truly ironic to sit back and right this post and then laugh out loud at myself knowing that the truth just surfaced. As of today, I STOP saying “I wish” I had a great guide or “I wish” I had the support structure, etc. and start saying “I will” create a life of my dreams no matter what!!!! My predominant mental attitude is what counts!!!!
“We all know that this is by no means easy. Mental habits are difficult to control but it can be done and the way to do it is to begin at once to substitute constructive thought for destructive thought. Form the habit of analyzing every thought. if it is necessary, if its manifestation in the objective will be a benefit, not only to yourself, but to all whom it may affect in any way, keep it; treasure it; it is of value; it is in tune with the Infinite; it will grow and develop and produce fruit an hundred fold. On the other hand, it will be well for you to keep this quotation from George Matthews Adams, in mind, “Learn to keep the door shut, keep out of your mind, out of your office, and out of your world, every element that seeks admittance with no definite helpful end in view.”
This was definitively my lesson for the week…hard one indeed 😦 How do I keep the door shut (control my every thought)? I catch myself in my thoughts going in the wrong direction (like in the past) and I do analyze my every thought but to my determent my ego steps in and wants to take over with 100 reasons why I am wasting my time (the old blueprint still alive and kicking up a storm…..argggg
“Constructive imagination means mental labor, by some considered to be hardest kind of labor, but, if so, it yields the greatest returns, for all the great things in life have come to men and women who had the capacity to think, to imagine, and to make their dreams come true.”
Thank God, I have a great imagination (LOL) This was definitively the easiest part of my homework/exercises. I love it so much that I do it on numerous times through the day…when I am on my breaks, lunch and dinner. Also reading GS has made a profound difference in the way I love people and myself. Thank you Scroll II.
I will focus this week on what’s important and take another shot….just like a camera…
Have an awesome week and much love to all ❤