Monthly Archives: November 2015

Week 8 MKMMA — Telling on myself!!!

Okay, I am telling on myself….I have missed the requirements for this week – been struggling so much. I don’t have much to share, as I’m so far behind and honestly, I feel so lost.

Reshape your Brain

I haven’t created my recording or my poster as of yet. I’ve encountered lack of support and my guide is not in contact what-so-ever…. I am on my own besides the wonderful group of people that have been encouraging me through the blogs and Twitter. All I want is guidance, contact and encouragement from the person that’s “supposed” to be providing it- and cannot get it.  Knowing what I know now that I am the creator and have created the support to be non-existent… I ask myself, WHY? What will I gain by this?  Aha moment… I don’t like to be judged, controlled or told what to do…. Am I creating this scenario so that I can be a victim?  Or that I can finger point and say OMG it’s not my fault, look, I didn’t have anyone to truly guide me. LOL  It’s truly ironic to sit back and right this post and then laugh out loud at myself knowing that the truth just surfaced.  As of today, I STOP saying “I wish”  I had a great guide or “I wish” I had the support structure, etc. and start saying “I will” create a life of my dreams no matter what!!!! My predominant mental attitude is what counts!!!!


“We all know that this is by no means easy. Mental habits are difficult to control but it can be done and the way to do it is to begin at once to substitute constructive thought for destructive thought. Form the habit of analyzing every thought.  if it is necessary, if its manifestation in the objective will be a benefit, not only to yourself, but to all whom it may affect in any way, keep it; treasure it; it is of value; it is in tune with the Infinite; it will grow and develop and produce fruit an hundred fold.  On the other hand, it will be well for you to keep this quotation from George Matthews Adams, in mind, “Learn to keep the door shut, keep out of your mind, out of your office, and out of your world, every element that seeks admittance with no definite helpful end in view.”

This was definitively my lesson for the week…hard one indeed 😦  How do I keep the door shut (control my every thought)?  I catch myself in my thoughts going in the wrong direction (like in the past) and I do analyze my every thought but to my determent my ego steps in and wants to take over with 100 reasons why I am wasting my time  (the old blueprint still alive and kicking up a storm…..argggg

Past Present Future

“Constructive imagination means mental labor, by some considered to be hardest kind of labor, but, if so, it yields the greatest returns, for all the great things in life have come to men and women who had the capacity to think, to imagine, and to make their dreams come true.”

Thank God, I have a great imagination (LOL) This was definitively the easiest part of my homework/exercises.  I love it so much that I do it on numerous times through the day…when I am on my breaks, lunch and dinner.  Also reading GS has made a profound difference in the way I love people and myself. Thank you Scroll II.

Life is Like a Camera

I will focus this week on what’s important and take another shot….just like a camera…

Have an awesome week and much love to all ❤




Week 7- Trials and Tribulations

I can’t believe it’s week 7!!!!! I have been going through hoops and bounds, getting up at 5am and going to bed at midnight just doesn’t work well for me…..can someone enlighten me and let me know if there is an easier way…arggggg 😦

I am not complaining, don’t get me wrong but I do get a little edgy if I don’t get enough rest. LOL

In section 13 of lesson 7 I read…..Clearness and accuracy are obtained only by repeatedly having the image in mind. Each repeated action renders the image more clear and accurate than the preceding, and in proportion to the clearness and accuracy of the image will the outward manifestation be. You must build it firmly and securely in your mental world, the world within, before it can take form in the world without.  Incorporating section 13 and OG Scroll 2 at my work place where I had the opportunity to meet a superintendent that was categorized as a “mean person and a bully”…. just before I had the opportunity to meet him I clearly visualized him in my mind as being a gentle and loving soul and in silence I said “I love you” and the most amazing thing happened…. he was gentle and sweet as a pie to me and he couldn’t do enough for me.  BAM… magic!!!   I love it ❤

Be kind

Wow! Overwhelmed is probably not the right word by the intense nature of this Master Key Alliance/ Master Key Experience! So much is going on in my life and so much personal breakdowns and breakthroughs. I wanted to quit many times this week but then I realized that it doesn’t get easier, I only get stronger…..What a week!


Today I feel like a cruise liner with 20 anchors that has been holding me down all my life….no wonder I am so bloody tired….isn’t it ironic that I created this blooming mess!!!!!  anchored-boat I totally get that I was choosing to be anchored as I had a huge pay off and that was to keep my pain alive and on purpose (making everybody wrong and of course, myself self righteous)….. Today I choose “Forgiveness and letting go” and I am finally feeling free from the chains that kept me captive….my boat is moving towards new horizons!

Jagica's Yacht 2020 Anchors Away……….

Week 6 Progression

Moving into week 6….Reading other members posts to help me with my BLOG this week and I am grateful for all the insights.  Thank you!   I am starting the more passive and visual input of the progression, programming my subconscious with the message I want to receive!

So the journey continues yet the overwhelm and mixed emotions of things that I was feeling this week. I am not discouraged, it just simply was more difficult this week then the previous weeks due to my work load and traveling. Yet as I write this I realized that  I will never be free until I free myself from the prison of my false thoughts (old programs) that are not serving me any longer on my new journey.

Thought Prison

For five weeks now I got used to observing shapes and colors, now it´s time to utilize this new habit and ”the mysterious force that never sleeps” through conscious appropriation of the habits for the benefit of my DMP.

By posting the shapes connected to my SMART goals all around my personal space, but also by creating a movie poster mirroring my DMP and placing it in my line of vision was a creative task as my space is tiny…..did I say tiny? Oh, yes I did 🙂   Even though it’s tiny, it works great as I am starting to really internalizing my DMP into my subconscious mind!

The Subby is all about emotions and the experience of emotions and faith is all about proving through my actions what I truly believe. Connecting this means that I am starting to do stuff that connects Subby to my DMP.


Now I know that my change is not going to just magically appear without me paying attention by looking within and doing the work that’s required.

With attention I will be able to overcome obstacles of any kind that appear in my path onward, and the only way to acquire this wonderful power is by practice and attaching a strong emotional feeling to the process of concentration.  This creates a voltage potential and gets the thought intention moving to manifestation…..Practice, Practice, Practice!!!!

I am grateful for another week with MKMMA and you.