Week 7- Trials and Tribulations

I can’t believe it’s week 7!!!!! I have been going through hoops and bounds, getting up at 5am and going to bed at midnight just doesn’t work well for me…..can someone enlighten me and let me know if there is an easier way…arggggg 😦

I am not complaining, don’t get me wrong but I do get a little edgy if I don’t get enough rest. LOL

In section 13 of lesson 7 I read…..Clearness and accuracy are obtained only by repeatedly having the image in mind. Each repeated action renders the image more clear and accurate than the preceding, and in proportion to the clearness and accuracy of the image will the outward manifestation be. You must build it firmly and securely in your mental world, the world within, before it can take form in the world without.  Incorporating section 13 and OG Scroll 2 at my work place where I had the opportunity to meet a superintendent that was categorized as a “mean person and a bully”…. just before I had the opportunity to meet him I clearly visualized him in my mind as being a gentle and loving soul and in silence I said “I love you” and the most amazing thing happened…. he was gentle and sweet as a pie to me and he couldn’t do enough for me.  BAM… magic!!!   I love it ❤

Be kind

Wow! Overwhelmed is probably not the right word by the intense nature of this Master Key Alliance/ Master Key Experience! So much is going on in my life and so much personal breakdowns and breakthroughs. I wanted to quit many times this week but then I realized that it doesn’t get easier, I only get stronger…..What a week!

IT DOESN'T GET EASIER

Today I feel like a cruise liner with 20 anchors that has been holding me down all my life….no wonder I am so bloody tired….isn’t it ironic that I created this blooming mess!!!!!  anchored-boat I totally get that I was choosing to be anchored as I had a huge pay off and that was to keep my pain alive and on purpose (making everybody wrong and of course, myself self righteous)….. Today I choose “Forgiveness and letting go” and I am finally feeling free from the chains that kept me captive….my boat is moving towards new horizons!

Jagica's Yacht 2020 Anchors Away……….

13 thoughts on “Week 7- Trials and Tribulations

  1. aknovo01

    Thank you thank you for this blog!! You seem to have such a clear understanding of your areas for growth and it’s such a pleasure to hear the anchors are lifting!! You are doing it! It seems that you are doing the hard mental labor. I’m so grateful were on this journey together!! Xoxox

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  2. Wendy's Master Key

    I found the first time through the MKMMA I was barely getting any sleep either but this time I make sure to get started on everything earlier in the day. This way I have time to relax and reflect on my day every evening. It definitely makes things easier. I hope this helps!
    great manifesting by the way!! 🙂

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    1. agnesbartusek Post author

      I am happy to be with you Anne on this cruise, even though it is rocky as hell sometimes. LOL I love the people I am with and the destination is so worth it!!!! Let’s ride the waves 😉

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    1. agnesbartusek Post author

      My gorgeous Natalie… I love you too baby girl ❤ Thank you for believing in me when I don't believe in me 🙂 I honestly have days of just giving up and then it's amazing people like you Natalie that keep me going. I love you so much and thank you for being my mirror reflection of who "I" truly am ❤ XOXOX

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  3. Dennis

    Don’t quit! Loved your post and you have a good handle on what’s possible with a little hard fun – not hard work. Make it fun! I’m part of the 5 am club too! Love that time of the day. There is an easier way ease load – it’s the hours before midnight that count for solid sleep. The tough balance we are challenged with is putting the Important things BEFORE the urgent things (usually someone else’s agenda). Dance to your own tune.

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    1. agnesbartusek Post author

      Thank you Dennis. I appreciate and value your comments. I do get up before 5am and go to bed at 11pm if I am lucky and most of the time work out of town without my computer. I know that I am challenged big time and sticking it out with MKMMA is because I know what’s possible and that I am worth it. You totally inspire me Dennis and thank you for your comments and inspiring message. Blessings

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